Sometimes I just lay there on my bed and all these past memories rush into my head.
There is nothing I can do about it,
so I just lay on my bed with tears in my eyes, silently crying.
I don't want people to see me like this. I don't want people know how vulnerable I am.
People tend to take advantage of my insecurities and weakness.
These past memories wont ever disappear and I have accepted that.
I have accepted my past, but does that mean it'll hurt less? No.
It still hurts and It'll always hurt.